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[Sep. 28th, 2011|03:05 pm] |
If these two years meant nothing to you, I ought to feel upset.
Even though we were not close friends to begin with, at least we know we had each other to depend on in uni.
I don't know about you, but you are the one i trusted the most here in hall and in school.
I really didn't expect all these that have happened will cause such a great impact on our friendship.
It's sad to see this happening. Perhaps you don't know behind the strong fronts, I had tears rolling down my cheeks during the nights.
I'm not sure how this can be salvaged. My personality just refuses to let me open up and forget the painful moments.
Hate myself sometimes, but this is just the way i am. I'm sorry! |
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[May. 18th, 2011|10:34 pm] |
Today i did another silly act again. Went all the way back to school to print a few pieces of paper.
Saw my friend at fal and he laughed at me and said I was very dumb. Yea I guess I really gotta agreed with him.
I still have a paper on Friday but yet i behave like I'm done with exams. Something is wrong, isn't it?
The past few days i haven't been able to focus on my revision. I've lost my momentum to study ever since last Friday.
Even though Friday's paper is only 40%. I still hope i can do well for it. I need a little push or motivation to keep me going!
Come on man, jia you!
Why is it that I could do so much for you, but you're not showing me anything at all. Not even a form of appreciation in return. Sometimes I wish for you to send me a simple message of encouragement. Even a one liner would be good enough to let me know that you actually cared and that you're there for me. Well, I somehow know this day is not going to come, but as silly as i can be i still hope for miracle to come. hahah.
Okay, back to my books. Still has a lot to catch up on. NEED MORE TIME SERIOUSLY! |
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[Mar. 7th, 2011|12:43 am] |
best friend no more best
good friend no more good
close friend no more close
what's next? |
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[Mar. 6th, 2011|12:30 am] |
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this is certainly not the kind of best friend i want. |
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[Mar. 1st, 2011|11:29 pm] |
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when you really need someone to be there for you, to listen to you whine and to lend you a shoulder to cry on, you realized there isn't such a person. What would you do? |
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[Oct. 18th, 2010|03:23 pm] |
I have some many things to say but no time to sit down and update my dear journal.
You must have been lonely for quite some time. I promise i'll be back soon.
So stay tune for updates. I'm off to face the music now, bh325 assessment here i come. Tata! |
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[Jun. 20th, 2010|01:08 am] |
I love your heart of gold!
Always so willing to give and seldom ask for returns.
Gooodnight! ((: |
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[Apr. 30th, 2010|09:55 pm] |
it's a very nice friday night.
but yet, i'm at home studying.
I really can't wait for the 5th to come.
The everyday wake up eat, study eat study sleep kind of life really suck!
I want back my life. After exams, i'll start afresh !
Let go of all the unhappy things and move on.
yes, i need to get back the kind of life i deserve.
It hurts to be stuck here thinking about the impossible.
Things have changed, people have changed, it's time to keep going!
YESSS, for now. STUDY HARD! i'm almost thereeee! |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2010|08:42 pm] |
fuck my life.
i screwed up my paper yet again.
no matter how much effort i put in during the preparation process, the result ends up the same.
is this what uni supposed to be like? or am i just stupid?
not going to think about the done. but i will learn to put in lesser effort from now.
i am going to conquer marketing and econs! |
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